A lot of you know that Winter 2010 at school was one of the hardest trials I have ever gone through in my life.
I removed some of my old roommates from that semester off my facebook friends, just because I needed to move on from it, and let everything go, not dwell on it.
Recently I have had not one, but three friend requests from people I have never met, but they're friends with the girls I was roommates with. Which makes me feel like those girls still feel the need to keep informed of my life, but use other people as a means to do it. I hate it. Why can't they just leave me be? Those girls already put me through a living heck, was that not enough for them? Have they not figured out that no matter how many backstabbing remarks they say, or how many untrue rumors they spread, they can't bring me down? That I don't base who I am off of what people think about me, but what I think about myself. Do they think that since Andrew isn't here to stick up for me, that I won't do it myself? Do they not get that I've moved on with my life? That I am happy? That I don't care what they think about me? Or would they like to know that I was absolutely terrified to go back to school last summer because I was scared I was going to get another group of roommates like them?
I'm not sure if I should feel flattered they think my life is so interesting, or disturbed they do.
I just wish they would leave me be.
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